MEOW

2012-02-10T13:51:00.001+08:00

Pemusnah ku adalah kumbang, runtuh bila ku kelayuan. Impianmu hanyalah masa untuk menikmati segala. Belum pasti dirimu bahgia..

2012-02-08T12:58:00.003+08:00

I'm just feeling different lately. Swear to God I'm trying so hard to keep up with everything right now. It will all get better in time? Yeah right, how much more time do I need for myself..It doesn't matter. Nothing ever matters anymore. I want to be able to achieve what I've set for myself.

“Someday you're gonna look back on this moment of your life as such a sweet time of grieving. You'll see that you were in mourning and your heart was broken, but your life was changing...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert

I don't think you unworthy, I need a moment to deliberate.

Just me and my awesome girl

2012-02-05T23:52:00.007+08:00

Thank you Miss Nur Sabirinna a.k.a Ms Evelyn Salt for the lovely awesome shopping date. Town / Queen's Street / Chua Chu Kang / Home. I'm actually quite happy that I spent at least ___. It's my hard earned money and I'm so thankful I splurged it all on me. Yes just mua. Hah.

To my most irritating friend ever, Syed. Sorry for everything xo.

Oh it's Monday already? Damn! I need my beauty sleepy now. Goodnight lovelies.

2012-02-03T17:34:00.012+08:00

Work,.. more work. Weekend oh hi weekend, you're here to visit me once more. I'm back here again, back to square one. I've been thinking a lot. It drains me out but I like it. Makes me sleep more. I've been going out coming back home late at night. Oh Mom, thanks for being so understanding. You're the best Mom. & friends, you're always there I'm just blinded. Just me against the world now. InsyAllah, I'll make it through it all. I'm halfway there.

You feel great but you're torn inside.

2012-02-02T13:21:00.003+08:00

29012012

2010-07-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

I just moved to tumblr. Im sorry. I need something new to thrill me.

2010-07-08T16:46:00.001+08:00

The downloads are so slow. Haiya.

2010-07-05T23:55:00.001+08:00

I wish I could sing this song to you ~~meow~~

2010-06-26T20:07:00.005+08:00

I should do something about my blog. I know =/ Should just delete it off or update it regularly.

I'm so sad about my iphone ah. You know, earlier today my hand damn itchy so I went to update it. Now it's version 4.0. DAMMIT!! :( 3gs 4.0 where can jailbreak. Now I feel so kuku in the head because I always make my mum jealous by showing off my so called colourful phone because most of the time, I will download alot off paid apps. NOW -_____________________-" SHE HAHA AT ME!! :((((((((

Bye :(

bblove

2010-06-21T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hi. If you're reading this, I wanna say I'm sorry for last night. For whatever reason I made you mad, unintentionally, I'm sorry. And I don't wish to start my week in this manner because we both have so much things to commit right now. All I hope for is you can give a 101 percent effort in this relationship. As much as I want everything to be perfect, I can't do it without you. All I ever wanted is for you to be happy when ur in camp later. I love you meow. So much.

2010-06-20T22:29:00.001+08:00

I found his NDP rehearsal pictures. They have like what 2000++ pictures. And I managed to spot him. Yey me! So handsome.

I watched Toys Story 3 in 3D with fanni today. So cute lei. Thanks meow. Tmrow im working. So I shall sleep early tonight. Weekend ends so fast. I want to post his pictures here but I scared he will scold me or maybe the president will find out. What nonsense. Okay, goodnight!

2010-06-18T13:11:00.003+08:00

Woahhh dusty blog. *Dust dust dust dusttttt*

Hi. I'm in the office. Doing nothing. Nothing is boring. Boring will eventually lead to me being to irritated because all I do is eat junk food. Hahahahaha. Anw my bf won't let me go jogging in the morning. He said, I can do push ups at hm. Siao. I can only do 3 I think.

Let me say this please?...TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF!!! The satisfaction!

I'll be meeting my bf later after work. Actually I'm not sure but I will make sure he meet me later. If not! I'll be..uhm. Uhm, guess I don't have anything to threaten him. Oh well.

Anw, I watched The Karate Kid last Sunday night. No more Sunday night for me! You don't know how sleepy I am on my first day of work. Hahaha. But thanks Shahfanni a.k.a Meow. I always call him meow.

K enough said, I need to do my work now. Have a nice weekends people.

Nurulatiracp :)

2010-06-06T13:19:00.001+08:00

& of course, i miss you too. Missed how it used to be. Crazy late night calls. U fell asleep while i was still talking, snoring so loudly. Eating lunch together. Calling my house almost every hour. Now, i dont even bother to pick up the house phone. I miss you fanni :)

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2010-06-06T13:08:00.001+08:00

Definately brings bck good happy memories. I lauged when reading those silly little letters :)

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HAHAHAH like fanni.

2010-06-05T13:23:00.001+08:00

YEAH, 500 WORDS ESSAY DONE!

2010-06-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yakin, sentiasa yakin akan adanya Dia yang maha besar.

2010-06-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

I am so so so so so so so worried :(

2010-06-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Yes, we did it again. Back to square one. Idk, we're like two opposite people. Is it only now we realized it? I swear deep down, the feeling is so painful. Not because you hurt me with your words. Not because I'm weak. Not because I'm a girl, and girls cry. It's because I put in my effort to change after what we talked last week. Maybe this little effort to you seems worthless, it matters a lot to me. And it means so much to me you cared. Whatever problems you're having, be it about your NS, don't bring it into our 10 mins conversation. We need that 10 mins to reconcile back what we lost. I appreciate that you called me back and I love you so much. With this, I shall dedicate this one song to you. Hot 'n' cold bye Katy Perry. Haaaahaa :)

Haha sometimes when I sit and think about our arguments, maybe this is really who we are. Just two ungreatful silly people loving each other. Haha. Hmmm.

2010-05-31T10:48:00.002+08:00

I know how it is when someone disappoints you. It's tempting to see the way you wish they were instead of how they are.

We keep disappointing each other until we cannot hold on to it anymore. That's where one of us will step up and say, no that's enough I'm leaving. I'm the person who dislikes waiting for things to be better. I'm impatient. I rather just skip to the happy part. Time is everything and I don't like to waste it but I forgot, people have feelings too. They are not like me, never will be the same. And I forgot that my boyfriend is afterall, a human being with feelings. I can't force him to be okay because that's selfish. I swear that I won't ever want it to happen again. It's worthless it's painful it's stupid. Sorry :)

2010-05-30T14:27:00.008+08:00

Okay finally, Alhamdulillah. Everything's fine.

My kite flew away. So high already you know. So many people so irritating. Kept on tersangkut2. Hahaha then fanni used mine, then byeyeeeeee kite. Hahhahah your fault k :)

Do you remember the nights we made our way dreaming? Hoping of being someone big, we were so young then. We were too crazy in love.

2010-05-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

Time is everything. I'm confused. You're confused. What now?

2010-05-22T12:49:00.003+08:00

15 May 2010

2010-05-21T13:07:00.001+08:00

2010-05-20T12:44:00.003+08:00

Wah piang, why macbook cannot open html codes for blogger? I wanted to change my skins but how to? Macbook, really disappointing ah. Hahah padahal tak tau pakai.

Okay never mind. Who ever know how to pls text me or call or pm or fb.

Yesterday was my mommy's birthday. Happy Birthday Ibu <3

My brother passed his exams. Weeeeeee tak sia sia aku ajar die. Heh.

I will update with pictures. I tend to forget. Bye!

2010-05-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

One of my favourite Rossa song. Since secondary school.

2010-05-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

I am so hurt because that's the only word you can reply. Not even a sorry.
Have a good Saturday all my loved ones. Just like what my sister said, we pretend. Hati tetap terguris.

Allah is really testing me.

:(

2010-05-14T17:29:00.002+08:00

Same old shit. My mommy asked, "Asl muke sedih nah dalam gambar?"
Haha, sorry mommy I can't pretend everything is okay :)

I haven't had breakfast or lunch yet. What time issit now you may ask? It's 5.32pm. I only ate 1 bread. zzzz and why you may ask? I no mood since yesterday night. Haha, I tend to forget you know. Like yesterday, I only remembered I haven't had any meal yet until my tummy bunyi grukk gruk gruk.

Yes I love you very much but sometimes, you're really very inconsiderate. Like yesterday night. Have a nice day.

Celebration

2010-05-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

Happy 26th.

HAHAHA perasaan to the max. As long as ade cake pon jadi la eh?

I hope my brother will do as what I teach him just now. He malay also the malay like piakkkk hancur :( Hahha gdluck my dear brother, you can do it :)

pssst, tmrow what date? Heeeeh

2010-05-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

I'm having rashes. How? :( Like that lor. Fanni asked me to buy cream. What cream are you talking about? Humid. I think that's the cause of it. Ayah, air con in my room pls now? Duduk dalam fridge pon bagos zzzz.

I told fann that he should really stop thinking he's the center of the spotlight or whatever you all call it. You are not. Don't think everything I do, I do it because of u. Stop it. I'm mean right? SO ARE YOU. F.F Stop bullying me already. Ahahahahaha gua gurau aja. Lu pedih pedih boleh ROC k.

:) Fyi, you teach me all this nonsense. Stop that too.

For this whole one week, I need to really sit with my brother and coach him with his studies. Really have to. PSLE.

K love you bye <3

with love.

2010-05-07T10:38:00.002+08:00

My ohana, without my sister of course.
Ahhhh, finally updated. Sowieeeee bloggie. Hahahaa.

There's so many things I wanna say. A big secret I held on. Such a misery actually. Only The Almighty knows. Behind all those smiles you see there, if you look closely, there's another sad story to tell. It shall all be a mystery to you. Good day ppl.

2010-04-28T11:59:00.003+08:00

First for most, Hi. Sorry. I lost everyone's number since last week. Haha I only manage to save like 20 percent. So sad. Anyone reading this who apparently have my number, pls don't hesitate to text me ok :)

AND OMG I MISS FANNI SO MUCH. The feeling is so overwhelming.

I need to settle myself first before I can get back on track. I don't know what is wrong with me :(

It's like, I don't even know myself.

2010-04-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

2010-04-21T13:29:00.004+08:00

Dad painted my room pink. It's not even done yet. The whole house will look so brand new.

Last week, I met Spidey and I told her I wanna have 2 kids of my own someday. When I'll go shopping with my family, I'll let those two play at the kids section while me and my husband shop for their clothes and we'll walk hand in hand eating ice cream. Or maybe her kids can go play with my kids then we'll let our husband take care of our kids while we go shopping. ^^ And then, she went all..."I don't even wanna get married." Hahahaaha.

Hehe, my blog layout/background. Brings me back feeling like I was just 16. HAHA.

Been lazing around at home like I don't even need a life to lead. Hahahaaa. So boring. Too bad, I'm already used to it. Every week, or should I say every weekends, we never fail to argue. Those stupid fights must go. Makes it harder when ur away, ya know? Well, that will make us stronger I guess but who needs that when we can spread the love. Ahahahhhaaaa :)

Aside that, Mom is back from Jakarta. Good! I wont have to starve myself. Hahaha no la. I just realized when she's not around, I'll tend to be so lazy to eat because why? I have to cook for myself of course, like duhh.

2010-04-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today, one of the worst day of my life. Every week just isn't my luck :(

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2010-04-18T18:55:00.003+08:00

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

It's all because of you

2010-04-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

Today. Terrible day for me. I lost my way. Took the wrong bus. Fanni irritating. (but he actually v cute x.x)

It was raining and I didn't bring my umbrella. I went to Toh Guan there to meet this idiot boy, who apparently scolded me. It was so stupid actually, the whole thing la. If you know us, u will eventually know that with a snap of a finger, we're back laughing and annoying the hell out of us. We went BK to have our dinner at IMM. Just a short meet up w you can really brighten up my day k. His cheeks are getting v chubby! Ahhhh so cute. NOT. Hahahahahah, v cute fanni. I will pinch u again soon.

Next. My mommy just flew off to Jakarta few hours ago. Bye mommy. Have a safe trip see you next Monday :) Guess I'll be in charge! pfffft.

I am so proud of you. I will see you march march on 9 August k! Front person, with tembak(eh?) White uniform, which is called number 1 uniform. I think so. Wuhuuuu.

I know. My post = Messy. I'm sowie. HAHA. Okay, goodnight :)

2010-04-13T00:02:00.008+08:00

Kinda miss you w hair on ur head. ^^

Distance between two hearts is nt an obstacle rather a great reminder of just how strong true love can be.

Today, I ate sandwich fr breakfast. With plain water. I called Fanni at noon. >.< Told him that he is becoming more stuck up

I'm going to pay my hp bill tomorrow and draw out money. Ooooo I'm working tomorrow la dey! See that "make up tebal" girl. She called me brainless. Cb. Hello miss, I think you're referring to yourself right? Since you have sooooooo much trouble handling part timers. You're a mess, girl tsk tsk. Shame on you. Is this how GSA people suppose to behave? I think, if the president knows that his citizen behaves like this, which you yourself think is unprofessional and unhealthy in a working environment, he would be so so down and sad. Idiot you. PLS THINK LA DEY.

Haaaaa. I'm the only one not sleeping yet :(

So pissed off I need to sleep. Goodnight. *I love you fanni.

2010-04-11T15:24:00.003+08:00

I went to Bugis yesterday and bought nothing. Only bought Chewy Juniors, Gummies and more junk food with Fann. Hahahahaah please don't leave me if one day I become fat. Idiot you always eat and eat and eat. But I like (:

He scolded me when he asked me where I wanted to eat. I said I wanna eat rice. Member terus mengamok. "Nasi ape la! Dekat mane! Nasi nasi nasi." Hahahahaha s! At last, I ordered Fishball Soup. No link, but it's nice.

Okay I just ate my mango and I am still sooooo hungry. Need job like right now so I won't feel so bored waiting for 10pm everyday.

2010-04-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

I have to go interview tmrow at Ngee Ann City Tower A. Me don't know where, I think. And that my friend, at 10am or so. Then I'll have to rush to Discovery Centr. Amirul, help me lei :( Hahah. I am meeting Fanni on Friday night and Saturday insyAllah. I spent the whole day watching tv. Weeeeee. You know kids, it's v hard being a working adult. Hahah.

Please remind me to sleep early tonight. I have to wake up early and I have the tendency to sleep v v late since I am jobless. Gonna have my fish and chip now. Toodles.

1 2 buckle my shoe

2010-04-05T01:48:00.003+08:00

Pls eh, this is how my reaction talking to you. Please no more fighting. I love you.

I had Mac Donald for dinner today. I bought everybody dinner except fr Ibu. It's very hard now. Don't want to say any further. I am just hoping for the best. Hearing us talked like that made me so sad. I want to buy Strawberry Milkshake from Mac again. Watch me.

I am currently jobless now. It's soooo damn good to sit at home. I have to find a job soon. Bye!

Say you want me, Say you want me. Text me on my cell phone.

2010-04-02T22:23:00.004+08:00

Got 1 boy, v v v action to take picture with me! Guess who guess who!

Yipeeee got my pay already! Told ya I'm meeting my bf today. And then we went searching for my bag. So happy la. Hmmm, I just love seeing him eat. Good job! You know why? He likes to finish the food all by himself. Hahah sharing for him is like, 3/4 for him. 1/4 for me. I don't mind actually because I know eating makes him a joyful person. When I'm with him, we'll forever be eating. I want more Beard Papa please! Sunday morning breakfast with me bb?

We dropped by JP for awhile, and then we decided to buy double chocolate chip frappe(hehe da pandai) and Spidey was working! Yey meet again. Thank you for you know what. Still, no stealing my boyfriend is allowed okay. Heheheee.

While walking me home, we played the "fuck face" game. Idiot! Hahaha. & I take back my words. S is not for strong. S is for sucker Shahfanni. Hahahahah love you sucker :)

The Best

2010-04-02T01:30:00.005+08:00

Woooooooooooooop. I'm so shagged lah.

First and foremost, thank you babylove fira for today. It's been awhile since I went out for a date with a girl! HAHA. Okay so we went to IMM to have lunch at Spaghetti Too Express. We have so much things to talk about, don't we? Felt so lazy after the meal I swear! Too full! We kinda got all high and excited whenever we enter a shop. Should not bring any money out I guess. Everything also nice. Grrr geram. So damn tempted to buy. Lol my twinnie! Hahahah so funny! You cheer up okay, don't cry :))))))

Walked around JP after that and it's the first time I tried drinking Caramel Frappe thanks to her. Heh. I don't consume coffee at all, but the taste was okay for me. And I finally met Spidey. Whoohooo! It's been like ages, y'know. Girl, stop bullying me! Shall visit you again soon okay.

After that I went to cut my hair with Syan. It's short now. Shoulder length. Hahahahaa Fanni said, no diff at all, but whatever baby. Rushed to meet my bf at Toh Guan. I miss you alot ah botak! I didn't get to meet him last week. Sayang sayang okay. I lost my way btw. How stupid can I get right? Blablabla, around close to 11 I chiow go home.

Should do this marathon meet ups again. Made me so happy meeting the people I love!

I know, long post. Very draggy hahahha BUT who cares =P

Thank you people, for making me smile today. I love you.

I'm meeting Fanni(L) again tomorrow. Taking my pay as well. Goodnight.

2010-03-31T12:36:00.001+08:00

Whoooopsie. What a week! Been feeling all shitty and useless. But don't worry my sugar sugar sweety pie! I'm all hyper and ready to go. I remembered what sis Keri said, "Sometimes love comes around. It knocks u down just get back up when it knocks u down"
Hehehe. I engraved my picture inside a crystal keychain. Cute kan aku. Haha!

Hahahahahah funny thing happen today ah. Hmmmm i shall continue at home I promise k. Stay tune!

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Idiots!

2010-03-29T22:29:00.005+08:00

I ate Yong Tau Fu for dinner. Ibu put chilli padi in, it's really hot and I don't think my stomach can take it :( That leads me feeling like vomitting any second now I swear :(

Omg, why is my life like this. It's in a big mess right now. Please just don't talk to me lah. Like I said to you, I feel useless around you. So stop it, everything. Selfish :( So what if I put my ego aside? I get nothing lah.

Two more days aje Atira, stay strong. I need a long break before starting on a new job. I saw this couple inside the monorail just now. Olala~ The girl so pretty. Tall and nice legs. The boy, handsome very nice face. Tsk, perfect! I want to be like them. No?

Any takers, please call me. Cb. Urghhhhh I'm so angry with you right now! No more little miss gentle from now on. S!

I shall go to sleep now

2010-03-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

This is the second F time. SECOND F TIME. :'(

Pls dont talk to me. I had enough.

2010-03-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

Its Friday. So? I still have to work. Haha. My baby book out today(:

August come faster la :(

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Tell me, is this normal?

2010-03-25T22:59:00.005+08:00

You know Shahfanni, I hate to say this but I hate where we are now. No, I hate your new..whatever it is called. Becos of her, ur schedule is so f up. I hate it so much. Can't even bring my picture. Fuck her. I hate her so much. From the bottom of my heart, I feel so shitty when u are still in camp. No I'm not petty. I am not. I just hate it.

I tried so hard, so damn hard to control everything. I did not show I'm angry/sad. I know you don't need that from me. No pont sia tulis ni sume bende. I don't even know why I want to update about this in the firs place. Urghh b, I'm sorry. I'm trying my best to be stronger just for you. Goodnight my dear. Goodnight world.

2010-03-24T15:32:00.001+08:00

Who am I kidding. Saying "things will be alright"? Yes I am strong. Please don't ever think I'm just those typical girls whining and wasting away my time complaining how I need my bf to be bck from camp. No baby, that is not the issue. I just dont know what I want for myself.

Sucked being at work in times like this. I just wanna go home and make myself happy. Oh yes btw, my sister had to ruin my day. Thanks fr the f text msg. Pls go away.

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When can i see your face again..

2010-03-22T23:52:00.004+08:00

I think I am cute because my clock is senget! And it is still senget! Hahah tsk tsk.

I'm suppose to sleep at 11.30pm! Im working at 11am :( I'll end at 7pm. Weeeeeeeeee. It's really exhausting to run back home just because I wanna talk to my dearest. Seriously tired :( This is called sacrifices idiot. Ceh.

Hmmm. 7 more days = 1 more week till I can find a new job. I'm dying to find a new job please. Sometimes I tend to forget I'm 18. It's because that I am working and having my own money to spend, I feel so...grown up :( Hehe but sometimes, I like it. Most of the time, sucks alot.

I like sharing my Chocolate Chip Cream from Starbucks with you<3

If you need advice, text me... If you need a friend, call me... If you need me, come to me... If you need money....THE SUBSCRIBER CANNOT BE REACHED

2010-03-20T21:49:00.006+08:00

My baby so cute >.<

I didn't laugh at him okay. I smiled upon meeting him at Pioneer. I was so damn late. The rain made it worst. It felt so good seeing his smile and everything just now. Almost felt like as if it's already a year since the last time I saw him. Pffft bedek je banyak.

Like jonggang right my teeth? My teeth straight lei. Hahaha.

I told him I will stop being such a persistent whining irritating girlfriend. Hahah he was so fed up with me he told me this. " Nak jumpe I once every week atau once every 12 months?" AWOL eh? Hahahahahahaha! Sorry luh brudderrrrrrr. So, I'll see you next weekend okay sir! InsyAllah.

So it rained the whole day. I was literally freezing to death. Gotta report work tomorrow. Eww boring.

Baby are you down?

2010-03-18T15:35:00.005+08:00

I'm not feeling well today. Urghhh rimas. I don't like it.

Woke up quite early for a lazy person. At 9.30am. I just don't get it why when I have to go work, I snooze and snooze and snooze my phone. Wth >=( I don't know what song to download for my Iphone. Seriously I don't know! I want to have more songs :( And movies and games :(

That's not important. What's important is my baby going to be back home tmrow. Hehe I am very very mentel. Who cares!

Hahah! Finally my Mom scolded my brother just now. Thank god. Amin. Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah! It's so not fair that when I was still in K1, my dad used to sit right in front of me with a cane. One word salah spell, piakkkkkkkkkkkkkk = I should be the one to piakkkkkkkkkk his hand! Wuuhuu best.

I want to watch TV now. Have a good day.

Splassshhhh

2010-03-17T23:34:00.004+08:00

I want to celebrate with you on Saturday. Pls come home quick. Oh man.

What a bummer for a Wednesday night. Usually I would sleep till very late

around 3am? or later just to talk to him otp. And we would always meet up

quite early the next day becos of my off day. Sigh.

Okay next, I want to update Princess tomorrow. Hahah tk perlu seh tu.

Okay I have yet to clean my room. Ayah bile nak habis paint bilik ni :(

I kinda miss reading books y'know. It has been a loooooong time

since I went to the library. If go library also, I use the internet there.

Haha what a sucker.

I miss working in Sentosa. Boss, pls pls pls let me work there. I have

alot of friends there.

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

Pssst, imy.

Counting down the days.....

2010-03-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Khai fooled me and Aisyah. Then I teared abit at work becos I already plan for Saturday. Hahah kurang ajar punye budak. Mintak kene rotan!! Then I texted Amsyar to confirm issit true or not. At first he said, yaaaaaaa fanni balik nxt week. At last he said la, they coming home this Friday. You tell me who is not sad right if betol betol next week. Wah piang. Heartbroken for 15 mins.

I rushed back home so I could talk to Fann but it seems like he don't have the mood to talk to me :( He ended up saying sorry. Hoho padan muke scared kan. Hmpf. Another 3 more days. (Double weeeeee)

I have to make reservations tomorrow. The thing is, me don't know howwww!! :( Boo!

Sending my resume now. Haha okay la bye!

Fat kid

2010-03-15T17:37:00.002+08:00

This is my brother, Syan. Gemok kannnnn. I miss this boy v much. Why must they grow up so fast :( My ibu found this.

I'm working from 12-9pm today. Haiya boring kan. Me don't have a life. I would like to thank Amirul for helping me out alot. Haha xiexie ni. I hope i will get it, Insyallah.

I have 2 off day this week. Why? Becos i said so. Hahaah. Saturday come faster. 4 more days Fann! :) ilu.

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^^

2010-03-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

Awww man :( I miss you like crazy.

Ahhhhhh work was fun today. I like. Slurpsss. Haha! Ya know, I'm so shagged from work I don't know what else to update. I miss my bf very much. This coming Saturday, I'm taking off you know!! Like again. Because why? I have a date. Pfft what else right?

I'm used to sleeping early already. I have no friend to talk to at night.

Goodnight.

w nothing but your t-shirt on.....

2010-03-11T14:34:00.006+08:00

Tralalaaaaaa. Fanni said, he felt like crying after hearing my voice and his mama voice. Awwww :'( Handsome, 8 more days only lah! Don't be such a cry baby. Hah the pot calling the kettle black.

I'm so shagged. I slept for 12 hours ya know. So fun. For the past 2 days, Fanni never fail to wake me up exactly 5am in the morning with a good morning text. I don't know what to do today. My plan to go out with Aisyah is cancelled. She had to help her mommy. It's okay dearest. You still owe me a day out hor. Hmm let me see what can I do today. Nothing! Oh dear dear me. I SHOULD watch tv. Its been a damn pretty long time since I held on to the remote control all to myself.

Scary how I'm the only one who could hear an uninvited voice last night on the phone. Errr okay. Bye :)

Oi budak, 8 more days.

Wish you were here

2010-03-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 24th :)

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2010-03-09T23:51:00.004+08:00

You. Are. The. Most. Sweetest.

Hi how are you? I'm fine. Its the second. I was so damn glad to hear you voice yesterday. It made me smile on my way home from work. You sounded so happy there. Maybe becos you have new friends around. I have yet to know everything. I texted you but you didn't reply. It's okay. I'll talk to you later.

Hello. I'm so tired from work. I need my sleep now.

Haiz abg police ni

2010-03-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

Take care have fun don't forget me. I f cried last night hahaahah wahlao. Im so confident. Stupid girl. I'll be waiting for you my love <3

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Ahhhhhhh honey (L)

2010-03-06T23:45:00.004+08:00

Imma happy girl today. Fanni surprised me at work today with a lovely lovely wallet that I've been eyeing since last month. Alalaaaa u so sweet. I being the impatient girl, got all frustrated becos me work is very kental. I have like what? 1 hour of break only. & I skipped my 2pm break so that I can go out around...uhm the time fanni reached vivo. Lol. So tunggu punye la tunggu until 4.30pm he have not reach yet. I fed up la. I told him, dah tak paya jumpe. Member terus perah seh. I'm so sorry okay mua babylove. Heheheh I'm sorry la seriously. I love you. & thank you. Sorry I burn ur money just like that for a wallet :D

So what's new right? Me with my job. Fanni with his, ns? 0.0

I'm going to miss you. Goodnight.

Baby baby baby

2010-03-04T18:02:00.004+08:00

Didn't get to watched Dear John >=(

I'm very sad okay. urgh nevermind :(

My first love broke my heart for the first time. and i was like baby...Not. Many times already. Hahahaha no la I love you!

We went JP so that I can buy my make up things. He made me rush my way to JP and when I called he was at Hua Yi. Seeeeee double urgh fr you mister. No good. Tonight I want to watch Percy Jackson and Dear John online. Me dont care at all hmpf.

Ahhhh tmrow so called weekends. I hate it. Pls pls pls I want to work at Sentosa so I can go chalet earlier :(

Haahaah

2010-03-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

Stupid girl so emo for what. Ignore the previous post la. Yaaa anw, im craving for tom yam noodle at JP banquet again. Ni fanni dgr confirm member mengamok. Hehehe awak so cute, boleh belikan i? Hahaah.

I want to walk around Vivo for awhile after work, maybe. Mmnn hands itchy already to shop. My sis bought this brown leather jacket. Urghh so nice!! >=( lokek tk kasi pinjam. I hate u. No! I love u hehe. Menyampah ah.

In life, we choose what we want. Its up to God, where he put us. Even if its not with the person we love and cherish, we, no matter what have to accept it. I can only smile whenever something reminds me of you..and then walk away. Deep down i'll forever be the same person you knew back then.

My boyfriend is going to camp soon. So if you girls see me crying walking down the street, pls do approach me. Haahahh siak. I have like 2 more hours at work. Adioz.

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Dear boy,

2010-03-02T13:15:00.001+08:00

You dissapoint me. You left me crying all by myself last night. The only thing that I can turn to was princess because she have all my favourite songs that eventually made me cry more.

It's been a pretty long time since I cried so hard, alone knowing I don't have a chance making things better.

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Pretty smile makes me happy

2010-03-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one ^^

Haha kental.

It's 12.09am and I'm not asleep yet. I have yet to bank in my cheque. What shall I wear tomorrow? Hmm. So lazy. Anw, princess have stop giving me problems. Thats the way babygirl. Sometimes I wonder, don't grown ups get sick and tired of going to work? Urgh, I want to be 16 again pls! Boringgggggg. It's okay, i <3

I don't like action people ok who nvr reply my text hahahahaaha.

Call me beep me if you wanna reach me. Goodnight sweethearts.

2010-03-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Haha i get my pay aldy tau. And siape2 yg aku text tk reply tu, action sngt ah :( Fann, i am reffering to u. Haha!

Hmm let me see eh, 8 more days. 27 more days to end of contract. 2 more days to dear john, i hope. Hahah im full of joy becos of money. Money makes me crazy =p

I sayang sayang sangat my little brother. I rmbr how i used to carry him not more than a min. Fatty. Okay la, pls be nice to ppl especially me lol. Im so siao. Bye :)

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2010-02-28T21:20:00.003+08:00

I cried when I woke up. I asked myself, why. :( I showered. Still felt bad. I hope my long text message made you feel good :)

Ahhhh tmrow I'll be working at Vivo. Means = 12-9. Mendak/boring/boring/boring..Eh? Hahahah. Silly girl. I miss Fanni. I miss being his Mommy. You meeting me soon. No? I miss Fira. I miss telling her about my life. You meeting me soon? No? I miss Aisyah. She can never stop making me laugh. Idk why. I miss everybody lor. Even my Ibu. I miss Nad, Dama and Spidey who texted me in the afternoon. I wont leave you la irritating girl :)

Siape siape yg aku miss, mwah flying kiss to you :) Goodnight.

:( :( :(

2010-02-28T08:54:00.001+08:00

Fanni, I'm sorry :( I didn't mean to. Im so lousy.

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Nununanana

2010-02-26T23:16:00.003+08:00

Seriously, both my left and right palm itchy! Why? Money in money out. Eh? Sedihnye :(

I need to cut my hair. Will only do that after 9 March. Hahaha booo. Today, I ate lunch at 4.30pm you know?! That's not lunch k btw for your info, morons. I hate hate hate hate it when people drag my break >=(

The Cable Car manager said, "Ahhh you both must work harder ahh bla bla bla." I literally just rolled my eyes when he was talking. Omg so menyampah pls. The way he talked. The way his hands moved. His face. Everything abut him = yucks. No no. I don't want you to be part of my life and you can never ever talk to me again. Who do you think you are? Hahahahah :))

I didn't update my calender, still I know it very well. Haaaaaaaa emo. You cute Mopiko.

Dear John, I need to watch you. Heee bye~

I am strong!!

2010-02-24T19:09:00.000+08:00

Bring it on baby. Haaaa confident!

I wanna get hot cakes fr myself tmrow. Idk uhh how. So complicated. I hate mornings lor. Fann? *hints.

Another 1h 15 mins. Ok bye ;)

Pit 32/farewell/baby bdae

2010-02-23T13:01:00.003+08:00

So, I skipped work on the 19th. Hoho. I knew the day will be filled with laughter and joy because i love everybody there. Even the rowdy boys. <3>

Hope u had fun shahfanni.

Special thanks to Afira Fairuza for tagging along eventho u don't know majority people over there except for me&fann. Anw, you had fun, didn't you? I hope so! Heee wo ai ni. Thank you everybody fr making everything impossible possible. Uhmm u knw what i mean. I shall update the pics when i get hm. Lousy internet connection at work. Tata :)

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Happy birthday bblove

2010-02-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Oppps! I should have updated this 2 days ago, right? I'm sorry my dear!

Anyways, Happy Birthday Shahfanni. Sorry I had to work, forgive me? Stop being a pain in the ass. For almost two years, we've been going thru ups and downs together. And hello? Another 21 days till ur "vacation" end! No more sleeping 3am and waking up 1pm! Get ur mind all set, young man. A big day coming right up! Whooopie.

HAhhahaahahahahh I love sounding like a Mommy. Makes me all smiley after that. Weird!

I met Fann and Amsyar today for abt and hour in between my break. Hmm one more day to self declare off day bye :)

P.s I hope you like hazelnut

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Hee

2010-02-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

I love princess

sugarcoatedicecream

2010-02-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

Baby, I love you.

Someone's gg to turn 18 soon. Whooopsie, I am still your kakak. Please salam my hand. HAHA. Imy :)

And oh btw, I hate weekends. Goodbye.

mushaboom

2010-02-05T23:01:00.001+08:00

Old dirt road

Knee deep snow

Watching the fire as we grow old

Nanny for a day

2010-02-04T20:21:00.001+08:00

We went West Coast to play kite. Hot hot sunny day but still, it was so fun :)

Im working tomorrow urgh malas! Bye

Boring like..

2010-02-02T13:42:00.001+08:00

Wah piang eh so boring. Another 7 and a half hour. Please save me. Tmrow? Hahaha c:

Typical off day

2010-01-30T22:59:00.008+08:00

Hearts to all above! <3>

Great time, great day. Well spend. Minus the rain. Only managed to stay there for 15 mins at Marina Barrage. It rained so heavily. :( Broke my heart man. Haha. it's okay. Impromptu movie in the evening. Hot couple seat. Cheh, eh but really couple seat la. Watched Toothfairy. It was damn funny, but apparently Fanni don't find it THAT funny. Yalahhh, the only person who is funny enough to make people laugh is you right?

Anwway, after Nad & Syahid left for Orchard, I'm left alone because I had to rush meet my boyfriend at City Hall. Then got stalker :( Hahaha

"Hi how do I address you?"

"Atira"
"You are very pretty. Can I be your friend?"

"No"

Hahaha idiot :(

Anw, Insyallah besok aku tuka number k. Dah la selamat malam semua yang aku cintai. :]

Sun come faster can?

2010-01-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

Irritating punye budak. Tapi aku tetap sayang kau. Tahu?

I love my Mom so much. Everyday, without fail she will pack for me food. If just the lauk nvm tau, she will also pack fruits and tidbits hahahaha.. So cute sia! Money come money go. I also want to go. -.- Okay pls have a goodnight sleep. Don't be like me. I always hate to put down the phone until fanni had to scold me. The next day, I will curse myself for not sleeping early.

Hehe okie byebye to you people :)

Obsessed

2010-01-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

Don't you feel bored right now? I feel like munching on something. Maybe..uhm gummy bear perhaps. Shop close. How? :( 711, siapa mau layan.

I feel myself becoming one of those typical Singaporeans. I don't wait for people to come out from the Mrt. I rush to the escalator and blablabla. You wait, your loss. So irritating right? But I'm more of good girl on every Thursday. Heh. Im craving for Tom Yam still. Hmpf. Anw.....6 more days :)

I miss you.

Stupid work

2010-01-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

Awww my cute little lady bug. I forgot all about you. Sorry!

I really had a rough day at work. Then because I am so kental, I cried. Stupid. I don't feel like going work already. But how la. You tell me. Confirm my mom will nag right. :( On the other hand, only 2 mnths left or so. AHhhhh stupid. Me dont like it at all :(

Haizzzzzzzz. I suck at planning surprises. Cepat atira think. Ah hah! Got it! I miss you =|

you and your silly jokes (:

2010-01-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

Nak tendang, tendang aje.

I hate weekends starting from tomorrow onwards. Extend one hour. Ass! I want many many many days off please :( Nevermind, I think on 19 Feb I take off. Hahahaha ape aku kesah diam sudah ah. Whatever pls.

I have not wash my make up nor eat my dinner. I'm so lazy. I just wanna sit here forever with my pillows. Fanni, when you want to surprise me again at work? So boring =/ :) I rather be 16 forever than grow old. Haiz. Hahahah.

Bye cute people.

I have the symtom

2010-01-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

Ahh just a small recap. Last week was hectic at work. Changed outlet. Leceh sia itu boss bilang last min. Fanni surprised me at work. Hehe thanks. He and Amsyar accompanied me for lunch. Nxt..I don't know what's next because I have no life now. Everyday = work. :(

Today, off day. Sianz. Thank you Zamirah. You so sweet. hehe ^^ No shopping already. I'm just waiting for my Iphone. Changing number too hehe Kesukaan aku. My mom also! She's upgrading hers tomorrow. Unfair eh.

There will be something special installed for me tonight. I'm waiting and waiting. Working in Sentosa is so damn tiring. My sister starting work next week. Kak, my money where? HAHA. I'm such a bugger. K love you. No, you! Haha -.-

Do you know every morning I will go like this, " Mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Iphone. Mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy"? No kidding babe. Goodnight.

Like cats and dogs.

2010-01-14T23:57:00.004+08:00

Oppppsy! I almost forgot I owned a blog. Awww man, I'm left with 150 plus for the rest of the month =/ Eat grass. No more k atira stop it. Yes, you too Shahfanni. Save for rainy days. I just realized I don't like coffee bean. Haha thanks to you. Mmmnnnn.

I wish I have no work today. Bye :( 54 more days/

Clowns.

2010-01-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

With all they rowdy boys plus a girl hahahh. -_-" Sorry eh, kite naik cruise. Hee. Made my week, like seriously. Minus away "akira" Tlg eh, I tak suke eh hahahah.

Nak shopping lagi pls? Nak Ipod pls? Nak............many things pls?

Happy 22nd my dear. I have work. You're going out w your family. Still, we're close to heart, like always. My heart's beating like it would explode any sec now. Im terribly nervous oh dear me!

2010-01-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

I HAVE ULCER ON MY LIPS. APE APE PULAK LA AKU NI. Aiyoyo man how like this. So silly sia.

I want to say I love you, I can't. The words don't want to come out haha like jamban stuck. Urgh bye goodnight.

Promise

2010-01-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

What's new right?

I am too caught up with work. My relationship is in a big mess. I don't get what I want. What is this man :( I hope Thursday will be better. Because I still love you, that I am holding on to it as much as I can.

Haha, I am starting the year with sorrow. Wth man.

Urgh

2010-01-01T09:05:00.002+08:00

No use lor talking to my Mum. She said no. Maybe next month. What is the difference between this month and next month? YOU TELL ME!!! My money what! Wah lao. First day of 2010 I'm already angry in the morning like nobody business. If I know she's gonna nag, don't need to tell her in the first place. Omg geram nye sekarang!!!!!

You smell like woahhhhh.

2009-12-31T00:17:00.006+08:00

You are the Ice Beneath my skates

Omg. Nari gaji, then off. You know it's killing me softly? How come I'm already becoming one spoil brat now? =/ Hahah I want it so badly la Fann pls now now :( If I have the money already, I already go online buy sia. Urghhhhhhhhhh. Ibuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu cepat balik. We need to talk. Hahaha. I mean it.

Sorry baby, today I'm a stay home girl. You have fun playing kite with budak toh guan <3

Dama going holiday seh. So fun or what! I also want. Hahah have a safe trip babe and enjoy. We shall meet up soon one fine day, when everyone's free. Including Nad and Spidey.

I still want it now!! >:(

I don't know if I like it without you

2009-12-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

Mata main peranan besar dalam hidup kita :( Boo.

Ahhhhh so bored. I was alone at work for the whole day. Geram eh. Ah don't talk about work already ah. Such an ass! Wah why twitter/fb/photobucket give me problem one! Obviously, today is not my day. Someone....help me :(

Bali 09

2009-12-28T22:44:00.004+08:00

BALI. UPDATED! hahaha the rest at fb.

Uhmm I met Fann after work for just half and hour lei. Stupid but nvm. Imy i wanna lick you~ hahaha. No kidding la. I want my pay day to come quick. Wanna have watch for my present pls ayah thank you. Okay, nk survey watch byebye.

Home sweet home

2009-12-26T12:46:00.003+08:00

I'm home! Hehe.

Wait, I wanna say Thank You to those who wished me thru text messages. Sorry didn't'! have the chance to reply. Was in Bali. Appreciate it a lot!

Too tired to update on my Bali trip. We have 1000+ over pictures to upload. Who bother sia like that hahaha. It was really really a blast! I'm working tomorrow. Sucky. Fann, now is your turn to come home quick!! Love you.

Auto

2009-12-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

A year older, Nurulatira cp. Hehe ^^v

I am sure I'm really really really missing my boyfriend by now.

Hehe sorry. I miss you.

2009-12-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

I'm off to Bali tomorrow for a week. With this sore eyes, omg really bring my mood down to enjoy. Other than that, Shahfanni I'm going to miss you. Plase take care while I'm away and don't cry hahaha. My vision is so blury as I'm typing this. I hate to wear shades everywhere I go. Even to the toilet :(

I know I'm very fickle minded. I don't know how to make my own skins using Onsugar. So boring. I lose my mood easily while blogging every time I see the uninteresting layout. So, I'm back haha bye.

Tweet tweet

2009-12-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Come count down the days with me will you?

6 more days to Bali. 86 more days to goodbye lover. 18 more days to pay/ end of year.

Tell me now, should I be happy? hahaha what a silly qn. 86 come slowly please I beg you. (pls)

21st

2009-12-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

A day with my boy with endless laughter, smiles..and walking side by side. Just the two of us. Still, I'm counting down the days. 88. :(

Lucky shot.

2009-12-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

The whole day at work for 9 hours, I feel like shitting :( I don't like to do big business in public toilet.

Mom is at Johor right now. So this two days, nobody pack for me food to work :( Just now I only ate chocolate biscuits haha. I wanted to buy Mac Donald, but I want to shit how to eat! Good, save money. One American guy gave me 3 MRT standard tickets. He was too damn lazy to return it back. Which means, he gave me $3 haha. Maybe because of my very pityful face = Muke nk berak. Hahah maybe only la!

Every morning before I go off to work, I am so tempted to call Fanni. He will definitely shout at me, without fail, just because I disturb his "beauty sleep" You all should go try it. Make me laugh like hahahahahaha...then I'll go, "so cute k la bye go sleep"

3rd Dec <3

2009-12-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Okay, the rest at Fb, lazy already. Actually the plan was to go out with Fanni so that I can buy something for me. At last, I didn't get anything :( Cos fanni said later I will waste my money since I'm going bali. My brother last mim follow us. So he and Fanni bought Bag. Me=Zero. Then halfway, Luqman joined us. Then weeeeeee, free starbucks then Liyana and Nad, Fann friends joined us too, cos terserempak.

I can work as Customer Service already. Almost everybody asking me where to buy the ferry tickets. Even one little girl ask me where is the rubbish bin. Haha so cute right! But not this auntie. She asked me about something, I forgot what. I said I'm not sure abt that. You know what she replied me instead of a thank you? " Girl you Singaporean also you don't know. Tskkkkk. How come you don't know aiyaaaa!" Not just today, other days also. Geram aje.

Tolong eh. The TSK tu tak perlu depan depan muke aku.

Messy post. Nvm, lazy goodnight.

Post

2009-12-05T09:28:00.000+08:00

Tonight I will update.And because I'm always lazy and too tired at the end of the day, I might just take back what I just said. Hehehe okay gtg alread. Have a great day! :)

Tadaaaaaa~

2009-11-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

SUPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^V

Cute kan! Aiyayayai I still remember my sister and I likes to play the role of a cashier when we were young. Now, I'm scared to be a cashier hahah.

Hahaha, Shahfanni you have a very irritating girlfriend. Pls la, I very menyampah with her already you know. It's a miracle you can stand her. Anw, yes that is the surprise I was talking about at work. Hahaha~ Today I had Mc Donald for lunch/dinner. My pay's in. Thursday, Just me and you. Weeeeee~ Bye.

Deep deep ocean

2009-11-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

I see people in Baju Kurung everywhere. I still smile to myself though, because they look so pretty. Hahah. Work on public holiday suck big time. MRT damn full when going home. Not damn, EXTRA full. I had to wait for another train. Waste my 4 mins. I'm home already, so shuddup atira.

I would like to say Thank You to nnaf for texting me, your effort means alot to me because I know in your heart, there's still this little space for forgiveness for this heartless selfish girl who seems so hard to make everything better and beautiful. So naff, please drinks lots of plain water and rest well for tomorrow.

It has been a week I'm working. Why do I feel like it's already a month? Haha time flies so slow.

p.s, I'm so angry that I don't know how to make my own layout for Onsugar. I will soon, give me time. Hahah goodnight!